Koizora: Hiro's Last Letter to Mika

美嘉へ

この手紙を読んでる時、俺はもう、この世にはいないと思う。
Kono tegami wo yonderu toki , ore ha mou , kono yo ni ha inai to omou .
先に逝ってごめんな。
Sakini itte gomen na .
お前と同じ歩幅で歩くんだって、思ってたけど置いてきぼりにしてごめんな。
Omae to onaji hohaba de arukundatte , omotteta kedo oitekiborinishite gomen na .
お前、きっと今泣いてるなよな。
Omae , kitto ima naiteru na yo na .
でも、笑ってほしい。
Demo , waratte hoshii .
楽しいことだけ思い出して、笑っててほしい。
Tanoshii koto dake omoidashite , warattete hoshii .
これからも楽しいこといっぱい見つけて笑ってほしい。

Korekaramo tanoshii koto ippai mitsukete waratte hoshii .
俺は病気をうらんだこともあったけど、それより美嘉と出会えた奇跡の方を今は感謝してる。
Ore ha byouki wo uranda koto mo atta kedo , sore yori Mika to deaeta kiseki no hou wo ima ha kanshashiteru .
お前と出会えて、一緒の時間を過ごすことができて、俺本当に嬉しいんだ。
Omae to deaete , issho no jikan wo sugosu koto ga dekite , ore hontou ni ureshiinda .
俺、自分が世界で一番幸せだったと思うんだ。
Ore , jibun ga sekai de ichiban shiawase datta to omounda .
だから笑ってほしい。それに俺はいつでも美嘉のそばに居る。
Dakara waratte hoshii . Sore ni ore ha itsudemo Mika no soba ni iru .
空になって、美嘉のこと見てる。
Sora ninatte , Mika no koto miteru .
美嘉、俺を好きになってくれてほんとにサンキューな。
Mika , ore wo suki ni natte kurete hontoni sankyu na .
強く生きろ。お前ならきっとできるから。必ずできるから
Tsuyoku ikiro . Omae nara kitto dekiru kara . Kanarazu dekiru kara
いつまでも愛してる。　　　　　　　　
Itsumademo aishiteru .

桜井弘樹

頑張りましょう！！！

"Dance like no one's watching.

Sing like no one's listening.

Work like you don't need the money.

Love like you've never been hurt before.

Live like there's no tomorrow."

R.I.P Whitney

I remember buying your Bodyguard OST. It was a cassette though :p. I listened ''I will always love you'' over and over again. What a voice! I watch your performance and listen to your songs for decades. The best part was when you collaborated with one and only Mariah Carey. You broke the rumors that you two are enemy. Great duet with amazing result. Your last show on Oprah was also my favorite. It was such an emotional performance.

R.I.P Whitney. No more fight. No more suffering. You finally go home. Thanks for the beautiful music you share. You will be long remembered as one of the best voices on earth =)

NOVEMBER WISH

I hope everything will always go my way ^^. I hope this month will be nicer than the previous.

Nothing happen, nothing, just another story of my life. I can say that time can be my ''death period'', unable to see, to feel, to move even to think. I felt like I've been wrapped in fear with no end in sight . Moreover, so very amused with something I even do not know my self. What a tragedy !!!

I move though very slowly compare to other but I have learned a few lesson that can be my next little step to a thing called ''dream''. Yet, staying in one same place at a long period of time is somehow painful. One part wants me to go, other half wants me to stay. It gets me confused. ''What am I supposed to do?'' still on egg shell, blind and unguided. I've been hurt a lot, been burned a lot, been bruised . However, I am still here. I still exist coz you keep me safe.

I am moving not listening. I am walking not looking back.

涼介　ホントにアリガトウなぁ

You make it easier for me XDD

After the rain

嘘だろう。兄貴。。。。兄ちゃん。。。兄ちゃん！！！（泣き声）

 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

今日　俺の声を　聞いてくれるみんな。

みんなには　家族がいるだろうか？

こんな俺にも　たった一人　最高にステキな家族がいた。

優しくて　頭が良くて　最高に　カッコいい　俺の兄貴。

今　どこかで　俺のことを　見てくれてるだろうか？

I lost HIM

I lost HIM

I know I will write this but it is too soon
It is so heartbreaking

God doesn't give me more time to take care of him

I wish I would somehow find his body and give him a proper burial :(
I miss you 

Jely, wherever you are, you know I love you and I always will

And again...

I will live my life pretending nothing has happened

Je m'ennuie de toi

 

J'ai rêvé de toi hier soir.
C'est bizarre.
Pour qui vous prenez-vous?

Je m'ennuie de toi

Peut-être que tu ne sais pas combien je t'aime.

Tout va bien?

Je veux te voir.
Je ne veux pas te voir.
Maintenant, je comprends.
Je sais que c'est fini.
Je te souhaites les meilleurs.
Garde le sourire!